TCIP - abandoned
First off, I'm so sorry to do this, and part of me really doesn't want to, but it isn't fair of me to just leave you all hanging either. I'm abandoning "They Come in Pairs."

I hate doing so, because I love you guys (burning pitchforks and threats to hold your cats hostage and all - although wouldn't that work better if you were to kidnap *my* cat?). I'm not sure how I'll survive without fandom and writing.

No, this isn't about my writers block and ADD. I've stopped trying to treat that. Which seriously, nobody do that!! You risk putting yourself into serious depression and just don't! I stopped because I don't have medical insurance and recently broke my toe which is all the extra expense I can handle, and because I know I can deal with things without treatment. I did not make this decision because it was fracking with my ability to write, and I would not advise anybody do so for that reason.

So why am I calling it quits on the fic? Because I'm working three jobs currently (one full time and two part), so I literally do not have the time to write. This isn't likely to change until the end of the year. And maybe it's for the best that I don't, because the dark place TCIP was headed probably isn't the healthiest place for me to go right now anyway.

I'm still 100% Torchwood fangirl, just an out of loop one. And OMG delayed SQUEE about jealous Ianto in the last Dr Who ep and Jack's reply. Is it just me, or was that almost like monogamy from JACK??!! Or well, as close as is possible with him. That was so cute. Although where was the much needed and awaited Jack/Rose/Doctor talk?? She didn't know about Jack, and and and... Just AHHHHH! Where was *that* discussion?! Where?? And I wanted more with Sarah-Jane's part in the ep also. And for a ridiculously delayed WTF? Did the Doctor totally out the Master in that little Children in Need clip? I just about fell out of my chair. Maybe I took that beard/wife comment the wrong way, but was it seriously just me? Okay, rant over. No wait, the Medusa Cascade - I so thought that was building up to something bigger, something that had to do with the Doctor's name. Right, now I'm actually done. But I needed that, because all work and no play makes Jane a dull girl.

Anyway, thought you guys who are actually watching my journal deserved to hear from me and know what's up.